Feeling exceptionally upset now.
But I do not wish to broadcast the problem.

In short,
"Don't keep telling me these words... you don't know how much it hurts..."

I don't know why things turn out this way. This is not something I can stomach so easily. Why my apparant normal life is so not normal? I just want a simple life. A happy life. But its always hard for me. I really tried my best to be strong... n I realised that I am not strong at all. I wish I could hide under my blanket... I wish for a hug from my mom.

I wish I know what I can do. I wish I can control my own life.

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The above blog is written in a confused state of mind. For me to vent my fustration. Don't ask me whats wrong.