Its 11.00pm. Im worried bout tomorrow. No matter what happens I will have to face it. I know I can take it.... no.. I shd say I have to take it. Oh what the fuck. Tmr then see how ba.

Made a right decision today. Told an uncle of mine on what happened. I really felt better immediately as I can't handle this alone. God, please bless my family. I don't want anything bad to happen to them. I am just a fragile girl acting to be tough. Im sick of people telling me to be strong. I don't how to be strong. Been overly worried bout this... to the point of feeling sick. Nauseated! Can't eat... cant sleep well... FEAR!

Im losing focus already. I don't know what the fuck I have been doing. Where is my portfolio? Gosh, can someone pls kick my ass? I want back my time... February is ending.. *sob*

我不要做黄芷筠!!!