Why does time passes by so fast? Its the middle of March and I havent done much. Hmm.. ok.. step by step... gonna keep track of my plan and not let anything affect me again. 我是杂草!!!

Well oh well... let me start my March post with something happy ba! 1 of my jie mei got married le! I'm really happy for her.
Last Saturday is her wedding day.... =) and thanks to her n her hubby... the love n happiness inspired me to create a series of totally "not my style" illustration. As you all know, my usual illustrations are always dark n sad. *blush*

Another happy thing is the celebration of my grandma's 80th birthday! *but based on chinese calendar*
Last Sunday, we had dinner at a seafood restaurant... food is not bad... but the catch is... we actually booked those private room... that got KTV. My grandma is damn cool... though she cant really read the words on the screen coz its too fast.... she still try to join in the fun n sing a malay song "Rasa Sayang" with my godma. FYI, my grandma can read and speak simple English... dun play play!!
As for me, I sang chinese pop songs with my cousin, Rina. She can really sing... I like her voice a lot. I think its fun to have this kind of family gathering once in a while. So funny n cool to hear your relatives sing.

Yupz, thats my interesting weekend!!

Back to the harsh reality...
I am gng to give up my reign as Miss Shopping Queen.

I believe everyone knows how much I like to spend $. Yes, thats me... I dun knw how to save. I pamper myself too much.
But then, I always knw my limit. I do know when to stop.
However right now I need to wake up. My brother needs me to lend him some $ for his studies... I can't possibly say no to him.... since some events that happened lately. Sigh, as long as he work hard for his aim and stop making me worry about him, I be thankful enough. I am just doing what I think my mommy will do... or what my mommy will want me to do... if she is still around. I promised her to take care of the family... which I think I did... in terms of the household chores... haha..
N I also promised to help my bro kill cockroaches... which I did.... I am not as scared of cockroaches now.. *Yes, I actually said these lame things to her in the hospital*

But I am not as "wei da" as I tot... coz actually I cant bear to part with my $.... hahaha...
coz aft that I seriously need to control my spendings le.
N gosh... can my ex. co. pay me the rest of the $?? =(

Seems like my path has been blocked by many obstacles. But no matter what... just take a step at a time ba...
you never know whats gonna happen... maybe 1 fine day my family win lottery leh! or maybe I become famous with my illustrations.. lol...

N right now... drawing illustrations is the thing that makes me happy... esp when ppl like my drawings too.... =)

Ok , time to end the post... stubborn grace is gng to stick to her plan... n she believes GOD will make a way for her.
She ain't giving up yet!

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The post above is not meant to degrade my bro. I just write watever that comes to my mind. I still like my bro.
Anyway, too many ppl been reading my blog n thus the need to clarify. Perhaps its time to change to a new private blog URL.