hello ppl.. finally got my own blog. didn't really design this blog as i was pretty lazy & i cant seem to design 1 tat i like.
so i decided to use 1 of the templates they provide & make some changes to it.
definitely not done very nicely... but who cares lah.. as long as i like it.. dun wanna spent so much time on my blog...
to my frens out there, im fine.. thank you for ur concern... been looking for a job for quite sometime but still no luck.. low morale...
maybe i should just settle for any job.. dun knw lah... im still trying... i just wanna pray to GOD... ask him to guide me.. give me more confidence....
i've been rather moody lately.. coz every1 been asking me bout my job.. esp. my relatives..
sometimes they make me feel tat its wrong to be at hm... tat its wrong not to work.... i just wanna siam everytime i c them....
these few months (after my previous job) i admit i had been rather slack... wasted my time..
but hey.. i dun just shake leg & rot at hm okie!~ i did get somethings done.. like :
spent time cleaning my house.. and i really mean cleaning.. everything take out & clear....
spent time formatting my computer (some of u sd knw wats wrong)
spent time getting familiar wif softwares... long time nv use them.. turning rusty.. it was also then tat i realised i knew so little.... haiz..
and my portfolio.. dun knw when can finish.. cham!~
i mean each day just flew by like tat...
sianz sianz... sometimes im so scared... sd i use the word "fear"...
i wished SHE was here wif me.. i wished SHE was here to tok to me..
life without HER is really tough... becoz SHE was always there protecting & encouraging me...
sad to say, i've nv really done HER proud be4... maybe im really useless...
anyway.... sorie to those who "tasted" my moody attitude... heehee.. really didn't mean it
but for now.. STOP asking me if i had found a job.. coz if i did.. i will "broadcast" to u guys..
okie.. enuf said.. like writing essay man!~
but felt good to be able to pour out my feelings...
wish me luck!~
