woohoo... been 6 mths since my previous update.

Year 2006 is certainly a bad bad year for me. Of coz there are still little happy things here n there.. but the dark ones seem to cover the sun so much that I didn't know its daylight.

Been sick for almost a week now. So weak n pale looking that I can't recognise the person I see in the mirror. Seeme like no amount of blusher can brighten up the soul-less face.

So many times I feel so tired of my life. I think the main factor that contributes to my depressed mood is the lack of love.
The lack of love in the family.
I really did tried my best to look forward n carry on with my life but apparantly this journey hasn't been smooth at all.
Especially this year. I stomach way too much I can swallow. Its a miracle that I can still type this entry with a sane mind.

Its a really sad thing when my boss n my friends care more about my well-being.
I no longer know the people whom I am living with. We are truely strangers who happened to be living under the same roof.

I pray for a better 2007.
Hope good things come... before I am not myself.