Oh my! Its 31st of March. hmm.... why does time passes by so fast.... when you are enjoying yourself? lolz
No lah... I admit I have been slacking for quite sometime. But am I really enjoying n having a great time?
From my previous posts, I believe you guys can tell.

Right now, things are really picking up. I am indeed trying my best and rushing my portfolio. I overestimated myself and thought I could finish everything within a short time span. I was absolutely wrong. There are so many things I need to plan and consider. You all may ask if it is really that important to do that portfolio? What if I did finish that portfolio. Can I guarantee that I can find a superb job after that?

The answer is NO. Once, a friend mentioned it is useless to have a nice portfolio if I am not able to "sell" myself.
I agreed with what he said.
However, the stubborn me wants to complete it and I am glad to say its gng to be completed soon.
Gotta buck up and faster send for printing. Meantime I hope nothing crops up. Every bad events stay away from me. I have had enough previously.

Other than doing my portfolio, I have been trying to cook! hahaha
On Tueday, I boiled potato cum carrot cum mushroom soup.... with chicken n red dates. I think its really nice! *not being HL*
But I boiled too little. Need to gauge the quantity properly in future.

Today, I boiled green bean soup. My dad and bro each had a bowl of it too. hmm... think I passed the test. Because I like it, my bro said its not bad n my dad nv comment that it is not nice. lolz
Yar, I admit its actually very easy to prepare... but me being a 1st-timer... feel so proud about it.

Guess watching Da Chang Jin does influence me... I got the urge to cook. hahaha
Xing Shan Shan is ending tonight! Argh! WIll miss this heart-warming drama series.

Okie, think I shall go rest now.

Being difficult is not fun at all... yar.. these 2 nights I had been difficult.. din had proper dinner... the result?

A very hungry and angry GRACE~
yar... I cant live without food. I must have lots of snacks at home too.. else I will feel upset. >.< In summary, I like to eat!

Did you guys watch "Xing Shan Shan" and "Da Chang Jin"?
These 2 are my current favourite shows. Feel totally relax n happy when I am watching them.

In XSS, there are many interesting characters. For instance,the new-comer who acted really well as a blind gal *Ah-li*, the adorable n intelligent little gal *Angie*, the mean n fierce mother who calls herself Nancy, the "se bei bei" step-father... who has a totally "hot" curly hair... the list goes on.
I think having a simple life is a happy life. I want a happy life.

As for DCJ, the positive attitude of ChangJin is something that I want to learn.
This show has a total of 70+ episodes i think. Hope I get to watch every single exciting episode.

Cheerios!

Why does time passes by so fast? Its the middle of March and I havent done much. Hmm.. ok.. step by step... gonna keep track of my plan and not let anything affect me again. 我是杂草!!!

Well oh well... let me start my March post with something happy ba! 1 of my jie mei got married le! I'm really happy for her.
Last Saturday is her wedding day.... =) and thanks to her n her hubby... the love n happiness inspired me to create a series of totally "not my style" illustration. As you all know, my usual illustrations are always dark n sad. *blush*

Another happy thing is the celebration of my grandma's 80th birthday! *but based on chinese calendar*
Last Sunday, we had dinner at a seafood restaurant... food is not bad... but the catch is... we actually booked those private room... that got KTV. My grandma is damn cool... though she cant really read the words on the screen coz its too fast.... she still try to join in the fun n sing a malay song "Rasa Sayang" with my godma. FYI, my grandma can read and speak simple English... dun play play!!
As for me, I sang chinese pop songs with my cousin, Rina. She can really sing... I like her voice a lot. I think its fun to have this kind of family gathering once in a while. So funny n cool to hear your relatives sing.

Yupz, thats my interesting weekend!!

Back to the harsh reality...
I am gng to give up my reign as Miss Shopping Queen.

I believe everyone knows how much I like to spend $. Yes, thats me... I dun knw how to save. I pamper myself too much.
But then, I always knw my limit. I do know when to stop.
However right now I need to wake up. My brother needs me to lend him some $ for his studies... I can't possibly say no to him.... since some events that happened lately. Sigh, as long as he work hard for his aim and stop making me worry about him, I be thankful enough. I am just doing what I think my mommy will do... or what my mommy will want me to do... if she is still around. I promised her to take care of the family... which I think I did... in terms of the household chores... haha..
N I also promised to help my bro kill cockroaches... which I did.... I am not as scared of cockroaches now.. *Yes, I actually said these lame things to her in the hospital*

But I am not as "wei da" as I tot... coz actually I cant bear to part with my $.... hahaha...
coz aft that I seriously need to control my spendings le.
N gosh... can my ex. co. pay me the rest of the $?? =(

Seems like my path has been blocked by many obstacles. But no matter what... just take a step at a time ba...
you never know whats gonna happen... maybe 1 fine day my family win lottery leh! or maybe I become famous with my illustrations.. lol...

N right now... drawing illustrations is the thing that makes me happy... esp when ppl like my drawings too.... =)

Ok , time to end the post... stubborn grace is gng to stick to her plan... n she believes GOD will make a way for her.
She ain't giving up yet!

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The post above is not meant to degrade my bro. I just write watever that comes to my mind. I still like my bro.
Anyway, too many ppl been reading my blog n thus the need to clarify. Perhaps its time to change to a new private blog URL.